shaking - shaking...
Today, is the day I need to inform Mr. M whether I will stay in Reporting team or not... Morning was so busy because Azil never show up already. So sad. He broke the promises! Sigh... Cannot blame him because his work is really sucks.
Mr. M walk to my place. I think he wanted to know my decision. But I'm on call, I just smile to him. Then he just walk away.
Later on, he manage to get me, he asked what is my decision? I asked him is it alright to change me to reporting team and change Lady A to become TL? I do not want misunderstanding happen. He said is alright. Then I said OK. He is gla & say thank you to me & said will tear off my resignation letter.
Lunch time, Ms. D & Ms. B asked me when is my last day. I say I will stay and change to reporting team. Ms. D claims that reporting team very headache. Every morning have to meeting la.. blah la... & lot of bad things. I was shaking, I scared I made a wrong decision. Ms. D said you can hold the letter first, ask Mr. M give u a try for 2 weeks, if you think you really cannot make it then you still can go.
I was so worried bout that. After lunch time, I got my TL to talk about it. He say is good to change. And he claims that he is so disappointed for the team. Like Azil leave without telling him. And everyone is blaming on him. Pity him to take this blames! We cannot talk much because of spy prob. I tell him to inform Mr. M to hold the letter.
I am so worried. TL saw it, knew it.
When Mr. M came back from lunch, TL inform him to hold the letter. I feel so guilty to break the promises/decision I made.
I decided to go his room to explain to him, ask him what should I do for reporting. He explain again. I say sorry for holding the letter. He say never mind, he would like to give me a try for 2 weeks, if let say I cannot handle it, I still can go on 28th Aug. He said he also feel glad cause I accept the change.
Back to my seat, I talk to my lovely neighbour. I tell her I hold back the letter. I said I really blur. Do not know who is the GOD, who is the DEVIL in the office. Really hard to find one person to talk too & 100% believe in him/her. She tell me not to listen to others! That let me think of I should pray & ask Wisdom from God like how King Solomon do so, have the wisdom to filter all the words I listen and not influence from them.
Evening time, received a stupid call from SG. Screaming on the phone! Until I mad up ask "IT" don't shout on me. Director was out from room to look what happen, everyone looking on me. TL asked me to pass call. I say never mind, I can handle. I manage to hang the phone. So KNS!
Mr. M invite team members to meeting room to have a talk. For half hour. I do not know what they are talking about, only 5 person in the meeting. Just know that from next week onwards, we have to work from 830am to 630pm. Oh no!
Later on, everyone is busy for house keeping, cleaning & taking photos. Suddenly Mr. M ask me to aside, say Director wanted to talk to me! HUH?! I tell him you "bai ngo xiong toi a?" (Put me up the table) He say no. Director just want to have a chat with you cause never talk to me before. I want to escape & tell him that I wanna go for the farewell, no time to see him. He say just awhile. Hate it!
Go inside Director's room, tell him everything all over again! He asked me why change my decision as morning tell Mr. M no problem but after lunch change my mind. Is it Ms. D talk something with me that change my mind? I wonder how come he knew about it? I say she just explain to me only. Later on Mr. M come to ask for release because I need to go to arrange for the farewell makan.
Mr. M sit beside me at the restaurant. He asked me how's the talk? I say nothing much, just tell him all the probs. He say he & director just want the potential staff to stay. I just give him a big Ha~ Wonder is true or ...?
I asked him whether know the surprise or not? He say yes. 2 person never show up. I say still have ppl will not show up on Monday. He say luckily HR got ready some candidates for interview. He say thank you to me. I said is no good to tell you so.
In the makan hours, in between I got talk with Mr. M. I look at TL face like a bit weird. Like got things wanted to talk to me. But he sit too far from me, so...
Mr. M told Ms. B to work from 830am-630pm. I told Ms. B don't bother him as already after office hour. Haha... Then he tell me those pay above RM1500 not able to claim OT, so he will give incentives. He ask me RM10 per hour is it OK? I say is quite good, rather than don't have. 1 week will have RM50 extra salary. Good/Not?
When back that time, Ms. B try to brain wash me. But, I know all she told me is not the truth! Not to put in heart what she said.
Forget & forgive is needed. Although is hard, but after ypu try, you will see the Sun after the Rain. Now me & Mr. M nothing already. Can talk, can laugh, better than last time.
Mr. M walk to my place. I think he wanted to know my decision. But I'm on call, I just smile to him. Then he just walk away.
Later on, he manage to get me, he asked what is my decision? I asked him is it alright to change me to reporting team and change Lady A to become TL? I do not want misunderstanding happen. He said is alright. Then I said OK. He is gla & say thank you to me & said will tear off my resignation letter.
Lunch time, Ms. D & Ms. B asked me when is my last day. I say I will stay and change to reporting team. Ms. D claims that reporting team very headache. Every morning have to meeting la.. blah la... & lot of bad things. I was shaking, I scared I made a wrong decision. Ms. D said you can hold the letter first, ask Mr. M give u a try for 2 weeks, if you think you really cannot make it then you still can go.
I was so worried bout that. After lunch time, I got my TL to talk about it. He say is good to change. And he claims that he is so disappointed for the team. Like Azil leave without telling him. And everyone is blaming on him. Pity him to take this blames! We cannot talk much because of spy prob. I tell him to inform Mr. M to hold the letter.
I am so worried. TL saw it, knew it.
When Mr. M came back from lunch, TL inform him to hold the letter. I feel so guilty to break the promises/decision I made.
I decided to go his room to explain to him, ask him what should I do for reporting. He explain again. I say sorry for holding the letter. He say never mind, he would like to give me a try for 2 weeks, if let say I cannot handle it, I still can go on 28th Aug. He said he also feel glad cause I accept the change.
Back to my seat, I talk to my lovely neighbour. I tell her I hold back the letter. I said I really blur. Do not know who is the GOD, who is the DEVIL in the office. Really hard to find one person to talk too & 100% believe in him/her. She tell me not to listen to others! That let me think of I should pray & ask Wisdom from God like how King Solomon do so, have the wisdom to filter all the words I listen and not influence from them.
Evening time, received a stupid call from SG. Screaming on the phone! Until I mad up ask "IT" don't shout on me. Director was out from room to look what happen, everyone looking on me. TL asked me to pass call. I say never mind, I can handle. I manage to hang the phone. So KNS!
Mr. M invite team members to meeting room to have a talk. For half hour. I do not know what they are talking about, only 5 person in the meeting. Just know that from next week onwards, we have to work from 830am to 630pm. Oh no!
Later on, everyone is busy for house keeping, cleaning & taking photos. Suddenly Mr. M ask me to aside, say Director wanted to talk to me! HUH?! I tell him you "bai ngo xiong toi a?" (Put me up the table) He say no. Director just want to have a chat with you cause never talk to me before. I want to escape & tell him that I wanna go for the farewell, no time to see him. He say just awhile. Hate it!
Go inside Director's room, tell him everything all over again! He asked me why change my decision as morning tell Mr. M no problem but after lunch change my mind. Is it Ms. D talk something with me that change my mind? I wonder how come he knew about it? I say she just explain to me only. Later on Mr. M come to ask for release because I need to go to arrange for the farewell makan.
Mr. M sit beside me at the restaurant. He asked me how's the talk? I say nothing much, just tell him all the probs. He say he & director just want the potential staff to stay. I just give him a big Ha~ Wonder is true or ...?
I asked him whether know the surprise or not? He say yes. 2 person never show up. I say still have ppl will not show up on Monday. He say luckily HR got ready some candidates for interview. He say thank you to me. I said is no good to tell you so.
In the makan hours, in between I got talk with Mr. M. I look at TL face like a bit weird. Like got things wanted to talk to me. But he sit too far from me, so...
Mr. M told Ms. B to work from 830am-630pm. I told Ms. B don't bother him as already after office hour. Haha... Then he tell me those pay above RM1500 not able to claim OT, so he will give incentives. He ask me RM10 per hour is it OK? I say is quite good, rather than don't have. 1 week will have RM50 extra salary. Good/Not?
When back that time, Ms. B try to brain wash me. But, I know all she told me is not the truth! Not to put in heart what she said.
Forget & forgive is needed. Although is hard, but after ypu try, you will see the Sun after the Rain. Now me & Mr. M nothing already. Can talk, can laugh, better than last time.
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