mid JUNE

this week... mood up and down...

but... you make me sign the contract... hope you fulfill your promise.... bring me with you when you are leaving... =]

Vomit

Yesterday too happy, drink alot... 6 glasses of Johnny Walker... end up with vomit till the whole floor... i remember I vomit 2 times at the place. later Jusri say wanna send me home... i say No... my dad going to kill me if saw me like that... we go back office...

back to office, i vomit again... my face was so pale... then rest for 1 hour, i drive home... Jusri follow behind my car...

back home, i vomit again... early morning at 6am, yes, again. morning 11am, yes another time.

i feel like all my organs tight up together... i ask him how to cure this? he ask me to makan... but i really got no appetite, i force myself to makan.. after 5 mins, all come out again. i abit dizzy, then go to sleep.

after sleep, quite ok dy. can feel hungry... then faster makan... till now still feel my stomach abit weirdo...

No next time... haih...

1st June 09

I really cannot tahan and wanna share this out.

Today is a day that make me sooooo upset.

She, again is she. Trying to talk bad behind me. But she ter-copy and paste the msg to me that suppose to paste to her best friend, which is our client!!!!!

I am just asking y the agent doesnt have the priority to talk DCM calls. then she copy my msg and trying to paste to Heather.

I really don understand. I just wanna help. today Loges not in, 2 agents on MC/EL. I tried to log in to get the calls, help to save the service level. am i wrong??? what the hell she wan to complaint!!!! everyday sit in the room tot that she is big boss!!! kns!!! apa pun tak tau buat!! as a leader, the simple Wide hearted also don have!! how can Jusri expect u to do more???

really kns! i really so regret to support you to be our AM. luckily im not under u. u idiot!!!!

Jealousy

I really pissed off because of her. Feel so disappointed!! Regretted that last time support her to be AM.

She can tell client everythings happened in company. what the hack???

Argh!!!

I just wan to help TLs to clear the error, am I wrong? if u wanna divide everything in CLEAR, then u can resign now and owned ur own company!! or don come out work. celaka!!!

Friday the 9th

Today, I'm on leave actually. Being so lazy...

Actually plan to go clubbing with my ex-colleagues, but end up cancel due to some timing problem. Also good la.. cuz no mood to go also.

Today on leave, tomoro working... what the heck??? Why just can't have ppl to back up me??? argh~

Gek Sei LA~

7th May 09

看见你上网了，想和你聊天，但是又怕你不高兴...

真的很难熬啊...

没心情

半夜12点49分，我还无法入眠。想着可以不用上班吗？答案是不可以。

思念是一种很玄的东西... 是谁唱这首歌的!! 玄吗？不这么认为。应该是思念是一种很苦的滋味!

暧昧...