Appreciation

Talking bout this topic, is the moment when i am extremely down. Things happen unexpectedly. Words from mouth come out unexpectedly, heart bleeding because of things & words happen/ come out unexpectedly.

It's hard to stay at a place that is no Appreciation. No mather how hard I try, how hard ppl work, still there complaining, arguing. They will not praise you for the good job you done. They will tot that is the job you suppose to do.

It's sad, can you feel me?

Can you feel so?

Sigh~ sigh~

All the sadness I swallow to my tummy... now my tummy getting bigger & bigger... What can I do? Cry? I have no more tears... How to release? On the songs as loud as possible. But I already deaf, can't listen songs anymore.

Sad, sad...

Why? Why must I keep all the sadness to myself? Why I angry for which the incident happen that is not my fault? Why I need to bear all this? Why the IDIOT can just act like nothing happen?

Why Why Why?

Oh please, I am really tired bout this... Should I let go?