WHY?

When my grandma sleep in the coffin, i was thinking what is the feeling of sleeping inside? my grandma is in heaven now with her mum. what will heaven looks like? i really want to know. according to Bible, heaven is the pace without tears, worries... wonder y v, human on earth got so many things to worry... worry bout job, health, blah... sum how i really think of y don i go heaven ASAP? then got nothing to worry, no more tears, no more working, no more those annoying ppl, all bad things will gone away..

it doesnt mean i will go and commit suicide, if so GOD will send me to HELL because of not appreciate your life. Jesus who died for us is the reason for us to live...

down with my working, things cannot settle, really plan to leave... tell me 1 reason to work hard... suffer suffer... all i can say is suffer..... i only can be happy when i go to church.... when im doing the things i like... eating, sleeping, reading....

tears... always there....

i always appreciate my life and feel im so lucky because im Lee Hee Wei, live in malaysia. think of those ppl in hungry always, in war.. in horrible life, im so lucky.

haih.. life goes on... yes... it's going on.... am i moving together or still standing at the begining?